Who am I to you?

You said you care but do you really?

You said you love me but what is love to you?

It's been so painful to keep things within me 

And I've stopped hoping as I've accepted the cue

If you think everything is ok

If you're hoping that I'm ok

Then keep thinking that it is

I'll let your mind be at ease

But I know I'm not

And I refuse to accept being in this spot

I feel indifferent 

Because I know there's no point in this argument

You feel proud to show to the world

But action speaks louder than words.

Loneliness is the saddest feeling in the world

I don't really know but I do believe that the most painful and sad feeling in the world is loneliness.

There's that deep heartache that just wretches on the chest, you feel your heart pounding yet you know there's nothing you can do about it, the chest feels so painful that it becomes numb and your facial muscles feel like they're incapable of working to any expression.

The feeling of being jilted and there's nothing you say that could change it. And you just feel farther apart as the communication breaks down. There's nothing you can do or want to do anymore as you feel so hurt deep down that you just don't want to hurt yourself even more. Sometimes one tends to depend so much for emotional support that when that doesn't happen, we'd beat up ourselves so badly to the point of being angry at oneself for putting that kind of expectation on someone.

I don't want to suffer alone but I shouldn't feel so surprised.