My heart is full, my heart is empty.

So, I'm back with my usual routine of weekly trips to the airport to fly back to Penang, after almost 2 weeks break from routine due to the accident.

It's been about 10 months of this since I started the new job and I thought it'd be much easier after awhile. Sigh, I am so wrong. Grateful that I managed to make it back home almost instantly last week and gave up 3 tickets that I've bought earlier since I paid only for the basic tier. Unable to make changes to the booking. But no regrets on that as I totally made the best of the days I was back home.

Since the accident, the kids suddenly have the habit of sleeping with me on our bed again, taking turns. Glad they're all better now and LilJJ is back to her cheerful self.

Sigh, well, I'm not. Though I think it's a matter of mindset, I haven't really gotten used to this - leaving them come Sunday. 

So yeah, it's empty right now.